~atsaki

so...yes, i be "journaling" once again for you, aint i nice? but of course i am.
this time i be advertising myself, in other words ---commission me plzkthx---
several days ago my dog got detected a small rounded thing in one of her nipples, we thought itd be cuz of a past zeal (also called psycological pregnancy, the animal stores milk even though is not pregnant) however as time passed it ended to be a breast cancer....after knowing about it i felt how my own small world started to fall, little by little, i got her since she was 2 months old
i had a dog before her, a mini toy poodle, was killed by a vet(damn him) cuz he gave her the wrong dosis of medicine in her first vaccune :l, i got in a deep depression (i was 10 by then)
then my mother brought the dog im taking care of now, about 6 months later
we started to have a deep friendship fastly and grew up together(shes 8 years old now, im 18), so seeing her like this makes me just...i dunno, sacrifice myself for her sake or something :/, shes the one that has been by my side all this time, so that might be the reason.
anyways, after telling mom the situation and asked for her help, she just passed...and said "i dont care at all, in fact i think itd be better, that way the house wont get that untidy anymore"
...
yes she did say that
and you can guess my reaction which ill explain with 3 words
1-tears
2-slam door
3-more tears

so then i called dad, but as always he just passed liek "oh i have a daughter i forgot that heh" so yes, i ran out of ppl, and im searching for a job...however since im still studying nobody will hire me, since they want a full-time worker, something i cant do.(srsly what the fuck is with those ppl :/ )
i had some savings (i ALWAYS save some money just "in case")
however my mom found out and used almost all of it, yes i know thats kind of not cool but what can i do...i still have some.

and so...thats why im asking you to please commission me, im open for commissions as you can see.hopes the only thing i have left for now, so i might just keep searching for a job...


--thanks for reading and for whoevers concerned about this.


just a small plus: im not an EMO >:C

Commission Status: OPEN

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Extra characters is 5 euro more
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